The Girl and the Backpack
By: Paige McKenna Koch (2026)
Once upon a time, there was a girl with a backpack. It was a good backpack. Sturdy, well loved, always a little bit full. She carried everything she might need: books, crayons, little treasures she found along the way. She liked being prepared.
One day, she was playing with her friends. The next day, something changed. They left her out. Not in a loud or obvious way. Just small things. Quiet things. The kind of things that make you question yourself more than anyone else. She replayed it over and over, trying to figure out what she had done wrong. And though she hadn’t added anything new to her backpack, she felt a strange heaviness settle into it, as if something had been placed inside without her seeing.
She adjusted the straps and kept going.
The girl grew up. Years passed. Life brought hard things: sickness, disappointments, seasons she didn’t choose. Her backpack got heavier and heavier. She tried to become stronger so she could carry it better. She followed the rules. She did the right things. Still, the weight pressed down.
“Why am I so weak?” she wondered. “I must be doing something wrong.”
One day, the weight became too much. She sank down where she stood. “I can’t carry this anymore,” she whispered. “I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Please… help me.”
So she prayed.
At first, only stillness. Then a warmth — like sunlight breaking through clouds. And a voice. Soft. Steady.
“Look inside your backpack.”
She hesitated. She already knew what was in there. But slowly, she pulled the backpack forward and unzipped it. And then she froze. Because beneath the things she had carefully chosen, there were rocks. Large. Jagged. Heavy. And words were carved into them: You are not enough. This is your fault. You’re the problem. You should have done more.
“I didn’t put these here,” she whispered. “I didn’t choose these.”
“I know,” the voice said gently.
She turned. And there, beside her, was the Savior. Not distant. Not disappointed. Just there. Like He had always been.
He reached into the backpack and picked up one of the rocks. “This one,” He said softly, “was never true.” He touched it, and it crumbled.
Another. “You were never the problem.” It cracked down the middle.
Another. “You were just hurt.” It softened in His hands.
Not every rock disappeared. Some remained. “What about these?” she asked.
“These are real,” He said. “They came from real pain. But they won’t always feel like this. And you’re not meant to carry them alone.”
He reached for the backpack, not to take it away, but to lift it with her. The weight didn’t disappear. But it shifted. She took a breath. And slowly, she stood.
The path ahead hadn’t changed. The backpack was still there. Some of the rocks remained. But everything felt different. Because she finally understood. The weight had never meant she was weak. It only meant she had been carrying it alone. And she wasn’t alone anymore.